Don't remind me the cries crying everyday remind me I don't have my Rolex
Don't remind me of the pain I have been into can't forget
Everyday such pain reminds me every time I wish I can quit
Pain made man made pain I am a victim of stroke for real
Doctor told me its not because of the stab wounds on my chest but troubles at heart I poses its a twist
30 days I spent in hospital woke up with stab wounds and a broken wrist and stroke on my left side
Don't remind me of the pain I have been into can't forget
Don't remind me the cries crying everyday remind me I don't have my Rolex
I say again don't remind me I remember well it was like yesterday
It sounds like a story believe it it's true this hurt me everyday
It was so painful when I woke up I couldn't move my left leg what is happening?
Pinched myself am I alive what is happening to me I can't lift my left leg nurse where are you I am calling?
No one tells me what is wrong with me I see stars when I close my eyes I am wondering
Don't remind me of the pain I have been into can't forget
Don't remind me the cries crying everyday remind me I don't have my Rolex
Same story I tell every day I tell not again someday
Same song I sing so painful in my ears I sing not again
Sing not for note for note volume down no one hears
Who doesn't know of such pain I have been in such I cannot bare
Counting the days one by one feel blessed here I am I am still alive
Even though pollio was the only disability I had before now I am double disabled with stroke I arrive
Still no one tells me what is wrong with me covid19 made things difficult for me this time
30 days in hospital wishing to go home crying alone
Wet wetting myself turn back to be a child what for
Crying seeking help nurses pretend not to hear me I curse
Then I curse them they have cruel heart they should burn in hell
Crying calling my brothers by their names no where to be found
Then I hear a voice says Thula thula indoda ayikhali be brave enough
It has been long for me having such pain and tried to end my life for many times
I am disabled but my mind tells me I am abled I strive for a better life
